Not such a great New Year

Whilst I've been on my break from work, I thought a lot about the type of post I would write to celebrate the New Year.  What type of resolutions I would have, what dreams and aims I would create for myself......... however things have changed dramatically.

After the worst Christmas and New Years I've ever had, I'm sad to say that my relationship of almost 6 years ended yesterday.   I have nothing happy to say, I'm heartbroken and I've just lost the love of my life.

I'm scaling back from things for the next few weeks whilst I try to sort it all out which is made harder because not only have I lost my partner/best friend I also have no car, no money and don't know if I can afford to remain in the place I call home.  Which will affect my much beloved other best friends - my pets.

Please send love my way, I need all the support I can get.