Never Alone
76cm x 92cm
Acrylic on Canvas
This is one of my newest works for the City of Joondalup Art Exhibition opening this Wednesday night (4th of June). I really enjoyed working on this painting, and could have continued for days. However my deadline was 8.30am this morning (and I was still working on it at 8.45am!)
This painting has a closer bond to me then any of my other paintings. I've used quite a lot of symbolism in the work for references and meanings that can't truly be interpreted without knowing who I am as a person. I'll try to interpret some of the meanings for you.
The figure in the painting is quiet, but not lonely. She is reflective of me as a person. Rather simple, plain and searching for something. She is either taking her jacket off, or putting it on - which we do not know. A link to my own life right now as I'm not quite sure what path to take next. The jacket is made up of boldly coloured peacock feathers as a reference to my family (they have peacocks) and how their love is wrapped around me, and there is plenty of it (lots of feathers with no end in sight). Once again linking to the jacket maybe coming off or on - will I go away, or will I stay close?
The background has a tree that is old and weathered - a link to the fond love I have for history and the environment. I'm a country girl at heart and am my most happy outdoors in the open - hence the wide open field of grass. The tree, that may have been dead, is now coming back to life with small sprouts of leaves, showing that there will be a change in the air. What change I do not know but it is coming.
The tree extends into the ground, behind the figure to reveal tree roots linked and joined in unison. This reference is to my past which keeps revealling itself, yet doesn't reappear as the present. It is my foundation, what makes me who I am today. The links of my past are stronger then my future. The green field is flat with no perspective or path to travel because I don't know where to find it. There are no hills, no sun, and nothing in the distance. Not because there is no hope, but rather that this reflects a moment in time where certains elements are just unknown to me.
In the tree creatures and eyes peer out, watching and waiting. No matter where I am, or what I am doing I always feel as though someone is watching me. Everytime I walk into a room I feel eyes on me, and I'd rather slink to a corner away from the crowd so they can watch me from a distance. There is no detail to the creatures as I can never put a face to the issues that I'm constantly fighting with my own self esteem.
The figure is wearing a simple purple dress, purple is my favourite colour. Simple because I'm an ordinary girl who doesn't like to stand out of the crowd. The hair of the figure is long as I've always wanted long hair that rests softly around my face. The whole scene is surrounded by a massive blue sky of clouds and a storm brewing. This symbolises the challenges that may lie forth in my future.
There are other meanings and references, but this is the basic outline. My paintings aren't just of figures, I put so much secret meaning into them as I work. The medium I use, the words I choose for collage, even down to the paper. Each choice full of secrets and hidden meanings. I just felt with this work that I had to share those details in order to give you a greater understanding of how much this work means to me. It was one of those works that I just had to do before I could create anything else. A turning point in my life.
The book that inspired the idea and the concepts was "The Bridei Chronicles" by Juliet Marillier. A fantasy story about a witch girl and a boy destined to be king, and the love that grows between them against all odds. The book is based on celtic lore as well as historical fact and resonates with me strongly. I'm definitely a fan of science fiction or fantasy!!














































